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lyrics
It haunts me every single day,
The ones I love are disappointed in me
That I’m not good enough, that their not proud.
Like a broken record you say “one day kid, you’ll grow to be somebody,”
What if I’ve grown into a body that I don’t like?
For a parasite, I’m just the host,
Possessed by your selfish need to live on as a ghost.
High hopes and aspirations,
Burn out this candle at both ends,
Don’t live by someone’s expectations
Live life for yourself
It’s a constant metamorphosis,
Caterpillar to cocoon,
Wishing to be something more than this
Just for you.
But in the harsh enduring winter,
I’ve been learning how to love myself
so that when spring’s in full bloom,
I’ll get by without anyone else.
Don’t hold your breath,
In an endless ocean,
Don’t waste your time,
Waiting for a ship that never comes
Or else you’ll never leave
It’ll haunt you forever
Or you’ll never move on,
Or you’ll be waiting forever.
Stand up and walk.
Keep moving forward.
You've got two good legs, so get up and use them.
You're strong enough,
To make your own path.
credits
released December 20, 2017
Bass and co-mixing by Drake Dragone
Guitar/ Breakdown at the end co-written by Austin Bennett
Drums by Austin O'Rourke
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